I hate that
Healing
Isn’t linear.
That I can feel
Great or just
Good
For days
And then the 
Combination
Of boisterous
Child
And sunshine
On glaring
Melting
Muddy Snow
And my brain
Pulls the 
Emergency
Brake
On my soul
And my 
Ability to 
Function
To
Focus
To see
Past 
The blurry
Vision
Ceases to 
Be
And 
Into a dark
Cave
I must go.
And I don’t 
Know 
When I 
Will feel
Safe
Enough to 
Come out
Again.
With only 
The
Darkness
And Inner
Work 
And the 
Occasional
Book
To keep me
Company
While my
Brain
Sorts itself
Out
Again.
It’s not fair
I hate it
When will it end?
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