I hate that
Healing
Isn’t linear.
That I can feel
Great or just
Good
For days
And then the
Combination
Of boisterous
Child
And sunshine
On glaring
Melting
Muddy Snow
And my brain
Pulls the
Emergency
Brake
On my soul
And my
Ability to
Function
To
Focus
To see
Past
The blurry
Vision
Ceases to
Be
And
Into a dark
Cave
I must go.
And I don’t
Know
When I
Will feel
Safe
Enough to
Come out
Again.
With only
The
Darkness
And Inner
Work
And the
Occasional
Book
To keep me
Company
While my
Brain
Sorts itself
Out
Again.
It’s not fair
I hate it
When will it end?
Chase Young is the founder of The Mommy Rebellion a place for judgment-free parenting. She’s created a place to get tips, tools and support for what it is truly like to be a mother, stories from the trenches that show you you’re not alone. Tips that real mothers use. Tools to give to yourself and to your parenting friends to feel more focused, have more patience and energy, and feel less tired and snappy .
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